Saturday, May 31, 2008
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10:08 AM
01.06.08
& finally it's june lur...beggining to find that time past very slowly...just came back after work...so i'm damn tired de cans?! & i'm so fcuked up today at work lur...got one bloody new chipmunk...kp lur....slack slack slack..think mac your dad de arhs? 14 wana quit schl machiam i scared sial...for god-sake, beng jiu beng, dont act yi ge guai....beng at least also must know basic courtesy cans?! fook you lahs...go dumpster so long, go toilet so long...ku niang cans?! also not charbor period...who cares if related? Got this kind of thingy de arhs? related jiu can slack..then come work for wad? & smile more pls?! later all the customers run lahs! Bloodae hell made me cry out loud-,-
& on the way home was like so funny de cans?! sweet-h wore Gopal's helmet & walked from the train door to another..hahas!~~& just like that got ten dollars lur...so easy to earn lorhs cans?! & alot people was like looking sial...sweet-h was like so cute?. reached yishun Raymond & co. was waiting for me...sweet-h & michal took taxi home together & i bused home with raymond they all lur...& raymond was like so funny de lur...say wad people bite him he not pain..i one bite he oww~~ like hell liaos...& edwin was laughing like maddd...ahaahas. on bus suan raymond until like siao de...hahas, wad collect oil give his manager reuse then give him double pay-,-
tomr going work also..hais~~ & i'm so so tirreedd~
but it's okay:) cos earned alot of money lur...somemore today OT!!~ going to bathe then write some thingsjiu orh orh luhs..hahas~! shall write till here thens! Buh-byees everyone except CHIPMUNKS!~
Friday, May 30, 2008
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8:49 AM
Today morning woke up & washed up lur..cos going to work liaos...no more cslacking norhs:( went to school there waited for sweet-h & michal to come out. Then we jiu walked to khatib train to somerset. On the way chit chatting lur..reahed liaos jiu faster go change & eat liaos...manager funny lur...ask me do lobby then ask me do fries...running like a mad gal-,-
did lobby for like a while nia jiu do fries...Burnt my hand again?! & this time it's much painful then the previous one cos i dint even care bout it cos was like very rush...think gonna die of thirst sooner or later ba...cos the fries there very hott cans?! Was like so tired nahs! 8.00 jiu punched out with sweet-h liaos uhs..cos didnt wanna be alone...hais~~& michal treated me green tea mc'flurry lahs!~ was like so yummy cos it's not so sweet..tried spicy nuggets too but only left myself nuhs:/ hahs, sweet-h taking the green line & i was taking the red..so we went on separate ways lahs:( Alighted at novena cos i just wana walk walk a while lur...walk exactly back to the places when that night all of us were still outside late at night..hahs, & i cried...also dunno why ehs?O.O? & those memories shall nvr be erased:) Waited for that bloody raymond for so long so decided to go & look for him....trained to aljunied lur....he dunno go song ka or wads bahs? then meet liaos we jiu go back yishun lur...then on the way chat & i played with edwin's psp..hahs, his psp is currently toning over ymy house for the day:X wahahahs~~
* thank youe raymond for helping me get the charger from him & i made you perspired! :/
tomr going work lur..must wake up quite early so gonna bathe & slp liaos uhs, shall write till here thens! Buhbyeeees, <3
Thursday, May 29, 2008
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8:54 AM
29.05.08
29.05.08, sunny then rainy day
Morning cabb back home then jiu used com a while lur...then after that jiu waited for mummy to wake up..while waiting..daddy bought nasi lemak for me:) hmphs, prepare all my things liaos then mummy & i jiu left & go outram park lur..went to SGH cos have to make a model for my backbone..then made for one hour lahhs!!! Was like so itchy lur..cos the doctor touch here touch there-,- really cant tahan so was laughing out loud..hahhas:x After that jiu pay deposit first then when can collect jiu pay full amt lur...went to block 6 to visit nai nai a while...so poor thing lahhs! She was being tied up by those fcuking nurses cans?! Cos she keep wanting to go home ma...hais~ & the bloody doctor dunno is pro or wad cans? Nai nai in pain then keep poking to find the veins thought not pain arhs?. Hais~~almost cried! :(
Visit her a while nia jiu go home liaos uhs..went back to yishun thengo Ntuc...mummy was like so kiasu lur...go there buy wad cheese,milk,wholemeal bread just to build up my boney thing..hahas:)
hmmms, went back home & cooked dinner...thens jiu watched korean drama lur...now going out liaos..maybe toning or wad bahhs:)
shall write till here lur...byeees!~
* i miss you badly, :(
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
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4:39 AM
28.05.08
28.05.08, rainy day
Early in the morning woke up & wash up. After that jiu went to chong pang eat lur:) had chickken cutlet rice which was very nicee lur. Hahas, then after eating jiu went to northpoint for a while..Cds were on sale so mummy jiu go find korean shows lur. Then bought a show called fireworks..love story lur....After that jiu went to look for my book lahs! cant find lur...still haven instocks yet:/
hais....i so want that book lahs! walked to granny house cause mummy wana play mahjong lur..on the way saw yeye~ then we jiu go buy some things lur..yeye~ was like siao lur...go shop & save can spend until ninety plus dollars-,- stayed at granny house for a while i jiu wlk home luhs...cos meeting raymond at safra..i was like so damn bored de cans?. hmphs, go home put things then walk there liaos uhs. .go safra sit sit then after that jiu go edwin's house liaos lur...go there hunt for food...haas~~ Went therre to snatch com use lahs! Played audition for a while lohs..then play play play until like 6 plus then raymond & i jiu go 632 there eat...hahas..very full de cans? ate dried hor fun & he ate hokkien mee...we stil ordered seafood beancurd lahs!~~cant even walk mans!? rest a while planning another outing lur:) thens walked to 637 see see a while....walked across my pri schl to see see lur...went to 660 sat at the void deck there....called my cher & ask if can stay overnight lur...She said can so i'm going over there tonight lur:) yipee!~~ shun bian go pei mei mei lur..now blog a while then jiu go bathe liaos...cos raymond waiting for me downstairs-,-
* 59 more days to go (:
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
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8:25 AM
& we'll be waiting lur:)
27.05.08, rainy day.
Just woke up or something? hmphs, today early in the morning jiu go meet cyril lur..the court thingy..slept at 3 plus like that cos i was doing some things & cant get to slp...actually wana wake up at 5.00 in the end woke up bout 7.00 luhs. After bathe jiu chiong go his house there wait for him to prepare all these..then Raymond came lur:) hahas, Cyril prepare hao ler we jiu left liaos lur. Jerold & Daniel also went there too. We meet at Khatib mrt station lur..Train-ed to chinatown then jiu went in & wait..alot of people so waited quite long but also good...more time to chit chat lur :D When cyril went in, we all waiting very patiently for him to come out lors..went to toilet then buy drink after that walk back jiu saw him liaos. & he told me: ' probation nine months but have to stay in hostel.' At that time was really very relieved lar! as long as nvr go in for two years jiu can liaos lur:) but go in hostel also hardly can go out play together liaos lur...hmphs, at least two months later you coming out lahs. & can write letter to each other lur:) After he came out, his mother jiu treat us eat lur. & his dadddy is like so damn cute cans? hahas, night soil truck becomes truck that collects food..& his daddy was laughing like mad dur lurs..After that jiu go hve dessert lur...didnt eat cos i was too full..hahas~high tide lar! the toilets there so dirty still need 10 cents for god sake! i rather pay court money for the toilets lahs..then OG walk walk lur..then jiu go back court wait for cyril again cos they have some things to settle bahs. then after that i jiu went for my check-up lur...for my bloody back bone..they said that it was very serious & mayy have to wear something like an armor...thought wad? iron man arhs? lucky got raymond pei me lur:) thanks uhs~! waited for very long lahs! & somemore the cb doctor who checked me was a male lahs! knns, dunno proffesional or wad sia..stil have to take off pants-,- fck lahs! listen to the auntie brag brag brag!! buy the armor still need $464...i rather go make one-,-After that was like so damn hungry jiu went to seven eleven buy somethings eat lur...think cyril called or something said he left liaos lur..then actually wana meet jerold so train-ed to dhby-ghout wait for him...zzz...suey suey his phone no batt lur...then after two trains left we jiu go liaos lur:/ headed back to yishun four plus..waited for raymongd to get money lur..then go eat..eat liaos jiu walked home liaos...then go home bathe & slept a while...then jiu wake up blog lur...& i'm still very tired lahs..going to sleep soon luhs..shall write till here lurs..
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7:26 AM
27.05.08
*CYRIL AW, WE"LL WAIT FOR YOU. THE MEMORIES WE ALL SHARED! LOVES <3>
Date: 27.05.08
Time: 11.16 a.m
Time: 11.16 a.m
& thank god he's only going to hostel lur:) but for nine months lar! hahas, faster come out uhs, your eeyor waiting for eu wor!~ Let's have fun when you come out~& suan raymond more!! ahahas, loves & misses koko-cunch lur <3
Sunday, May 25, 2008
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8:41 PM
& hellos all!~ just woke up lur:) Came home late ytd lur..that's why..Afternoon went to have lunch & waited for my aunt to come & fetch us to gaigai :D In the end went to orc lur. Also good cos can buy the dress i wana:) Wahahaahs!~
at first went to takashimaya walk walk lur. Mummy bought a polo tee frm polo raulph. Reallly cos a bomb~~. Was like $159. heart pain lur-,-
i wana buy the blue one lahs! olympics specials~~! After that jiu go esprit or smth? hmphs, bought a some kind of jacket or smth? & my aunt bought for me a blouse:) my b'day present lur :D after that jiu go topshop walk walk & tried alot of clothes...didnt buy. sherlyn bought singlets i think:) after that we jiu go forever 21 see my dress. Dulan lur..only left one m size when i went to the changing rm got one lady take s size lahs! Had no choice but to take m size cos i really like that dress lur:) after that jiu go home liaos:( hais~~~wana shop longer de lurs..but granny wans us back to have dinner! Went home bathe then manage to bluff my way through then went to find some people lur:) Manage to find my way to the place lahs!! then go back khatib buy things the wait for a while jiu go seven eleven buy noodle eat..hahas. Then jiu head back home liaos lur:) Going back primary schl liaos lur(:
& posted pictures that i've taken ytd(:
i wana buy the blue one lahs! olympics specials~~! After that jiu go esprit or smth? hmphs, bought a some kind of jacket or smth? & my aunt bought for me a blouse:) my b'day present lur :D after that jiu go topshop walk walk & tried alot of clothes...didnt buy. sherlyn bought singlets i think:) after that we jiu go forever 21 see my dress. Dulan lur..only left one m size when i went to the changing rm got one lady take s size lahs! Had no choice but to take m size cos i really like that dress lur:) after that jiu go home liaos:( hais~~~wana shop longer de lurs..but granny wans us back to have dinner! Went home bathe then manage to bluff my way through then went to find some people lur:) Manage to find my way to the place lahs!! then go back khatib buy things the wait for a while jiu go seven eleven buy noodle eat..hahas. Then jiu head back home liaos lur:) Going back primary schl liaos lur(:
& posted pictures that i've taken ytd(:
Beloved sherlyn~! <3
& thats me lur(:
that's when i love you<3
our promise meant to be kept<3
Onion tou<3
Saturday, May 24, 2008
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8:02 AM
24.05.08
hellos! hmphs, today morning woke up & pei mummy go eat...eat le she jiu go work liaos..so i'm all alone again! :( i was walking around like a zi bi kai luhhs....after a while jiu went home liaos...i was so sian so i went to rumage through the drawer & found so many cds. Watched a singapore movie which was the tattooist or smth? LOLS! the traditions of the somas' was so damn scary ...the last part was so damn chio la...the gals tattoo was like so damn nice de cans?
After watching this show, daddy told me his tattoo stories..at first thought he was just blabbering nonsense...but after seeing his face on the newspaper, i cant believe it myself lo! & he was like so lao...cos the paper was 1991 May like that-,-
he was actually the first person to have t-shirt tattoo when it's his shi dai...lols....another one was actually his friend also...zzz...knns lo~~ i also wan a tattoo lahhs! he thirteen jiu have le....hais~~
& i suddenly found out that actually daddy cared for me.....but is "over-cared". Just now he bring me go eat fish steamboat or something? then after that jiu bring me go causeway buy cosmetics:) Went to the face shop luhs..spent him for like 60 plus like that lahhs...but i no that he has a motive-,-
*ps daddy, you should know my stubborness so i'm sorry
going to expo tomr & maybe will be toning outside or smth? hmmms, wana see my BCBL lehs:)
hahas, gonna sleep early luhs. shall write till here thens! byeees~!
Friday, May 23, 2008
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8:05 AM
23.05.08
& i'm back to blogging luhs...i'm so sad now..i really dont know wad more to say le....yea yea...all my fault...i requested for it...i wana to see it....fine?! you will be away...i will be left lonely...
cb sex maniac...
& i'm so damn dulan cans? Just now went to northpoint for dinner de...then shun bian wana go pierce nose de....alrdy there gonna pierce daddy say dont wan..fuck lo!!!!! Cos my nose not suitable to pierce lahhs! dont really look nice on me. my flat flat nose lahhs! :/
hahas, come to think of it also funny-,-
but i'm gonna pierce my lips soon:) yipee!!~~ daddy say wana pierce where except nose jiu can le..cos it's quite ugly for my nose. hais~~~~~but i just wana pierce cans? :( OMFG!!! i'm so despo lahhs!! just now settled some probs lo......such small things also shuang-,-
many people changed...many people disappeared...& i feel so helpless....everybody just disappeared & i dunno wad to do..guess i can just cry alone....& it may be good for me also...solo also can de..but there are a few friends out there which are my loved ones i ought to thank them..& they are; Cyril, Elaine, Sweetheart & many more people:)
thanks for being there for me when i need someone to console me...i will always remember you people:)
the love & care you all have showed me..it proved me that your are worth my trust(:
& shall write till here luhs, take care & loves<3
Thursday, May 22, 2008
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7:51 AM
22.05.08
& i'm back to posting luhhs!:D went out the whole day today..didnt go to school today lo...morning went to mac to have breakfast cause i'm craving for hotcakes!! & i woke up "damn early". hahs, sorry luhhs:X
garlic & cyril acc me go eat luhhs..thanks uhs!~
after eating went to funland a while...cyril was playing puzzle fighter & one guy come qie with him...kns lo...use special characters-,-
* cyril: relax uhs~! only a game okays?(:
then he buey song jiu throw the chair lo....we went out then the cb uncle say wad why go throw the chair to the machine??.. jiao weis lo....call police?? just a small case nia la-,-
after that went back to mac cos garlic have to wait for his kor to come then they go eat or smth? hahas, then they reached liaos we jiu go lo....went to bottle tree park & it was like so sian & so hot cans? buey tahan lahhs!! slack-ed there a while jiu go stadium there cos cyril wana make a call or smth...after that jiu walk back to cchy there take bus cos li qiu ask wana go 925 there norts mahhs...we took 812 go there lo..after li qiu ate, we jiu go her house cos she wana change then go peninsula..she was doing some things back there & we waited for hour plus lo..dinner was sushi don & we were all like laughing all the way suaning " someone"....we were like so so bad de cans?! while waiting cyril & i jiu go walk walk...hahas, went to cold storage to buy marshmallows cos i feel like eating:)
my daddy didnt nag at me went i came home...tot he was going to use his knife to kill me sia-,-
hahas....& i'm so damn tired:( gonna bathe le then jiu go slp liaos lo...
* i will keep my promise, so must you,
but it's your choice, your path.
it's how you want it to be,
wad you want it to be
so, its all for you to think of it now.
& you're never the cause of it,
so do not put the blame on yourself.
never leave me alone,
i will feel cold
cos no one can give me the warmth you ever gave me.
& i will wait no matter wad,
& you worth me waiting.
-my BCL-
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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12:23 AM
21.05.08
GREENRIDGE PEOPLE FUCK OFF LA!!! SMELLY DOGS ALOT NIA!! Zzzz-,-
GO BACK YOUR MOTHER"S PUSSY CANS?!
& i'm so damn dulan lo, ccb...cchy nothing? pls lo...at least we know the basics & that's not ruining our school's image..wad bout your? low class low standards..dabor aw yi ge....somemore all dogs sia-,- we so scared sia......charbor biatch la...come & extra act yi ge face so buang somemore-,-
tongue piercings sudd si bo? call us kum lan jiao? wan help smack norts? knns! we dont wan your also lan lan...call us go hong-gan? your in no position lahs! wu ji jiu come down find us lahhs! unless your kum goong dunno where's yishun..think of it le jiu dulan-,-
* & happy birthday to you lo-,- {saying it unwillingly}
hais, now at home so booooorrreeeddd!~~ wana go out lahhs! can someone come & save me?-,-
primary school anni coming must go back perform..sing duet??! but it should be okay:) singing with aloysius:D
sians, i'm so lazy to post lahhs:/ shall write till here lo...byeees<3
Thursday, May 15, 2008
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1:32 AM
15.05.08
Just came home lo..hmphs, got the bloody briefing for inter-class just now lo..
RELABALL is just so lame-,-
hahs, did the stupid presentation & the bloody chua wana tio taiji wif mie lo....zzz
no brains lahhs, dont even know wad i'm talkin bout jiao wei anyhow ka....chinese cher come jiao weis with mie . . & i'm so so sad lahhs! D:
I JUST PASS-ED MY ENGLISH!!!! fck lohs! paper 1 was not bad dees, cos of the fcuking paper two....haiiss~~
paper 1: 48/60
paper 2: 40/80
sad lahhs!!!!!!! arrgh!!!!! Shall write till here lohs, gonna emo all day! D;
*once again, baby pls come & save mie!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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11:41 PM
Happy fifth anniversary! :D
hahas, although it's our anniversary today, i'm so damn sad & fcuked up lo....hais......on the verge of dying soon. nth happen in schl today lo..first four periods have to put up wif that cb chua -,-
talking bout the family bazaar thing lo....so lame cans?! waste of time nia lahhs! watched movie all these then went to ava room bout the wad cca thing?? After that jiu go find ray-,-
* lucky she wasnt there if not you die! hahas~~!
mei & i jiu go buy thing eat then walk home together lo....actually wana go amk hub de.....cos of some cb things-,- knns~!
Not in a good mood lo these few days...have to put up with so many cb thing....after eating med jiu go sleep liaos lo..today raining so should can sleep like pig like that .. hahas :/
well , shall write till here lo!
*pls come & save mi baby D;
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2:26 AM
Just came home not long lahhs! :D finished bathing all this liaos then later going buy shoes for mac:) today's as usual luhhs..go schl get back my lousy results D:
* Maths: 50/100
* Science: 49/100
* History: 33++/90
* Chinese paper 1: 52/70
& the papers all can use as toilet paper for daddy to wipe backside-,-
nth much in schl today, slp during science lesson & watched resident evil during english lesson for a while nia): wana watch the show luhhs! :/
after schl jiu go meet friend a while lo...as usual de lahhs :D
Going out soon bahhs, shall just write till here luhhs! tomr will be a better day for you ! :D
Buhbyees~! 8 letters 3 words~~
*& it's just too late for now....nice nick sia-,-
Saturday, May 10, 2008
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7:30 PM
11.05.08
woke up early so came to post luhhs! Whole body aching siol D:
ytd went for four hours thingy....it was so tired de cans?. Clearing rubbish, wipe table, keep trays, sweep & mop floor was my job..but only the start lahhs so its okay:D
& alot of blisters on my leg lahhs! Cos haven buy black shoes dhen xuemin's friend, michal lend mi her brand new shoes. But, my shoe size was like two size bigger than hers & i had no choice but to squeeze in that shoe...anyway, thanks! :)
After work, walked almost the whole of town lahhs! although very tired but just feel like walking:} After that jiu went back yishun, go granny house celebrate mother's day luhhs...i wasnt happy at all ..thats all i can say..thats all bout ytd....
Later going chong pang eat luhhs..then maybe i wana go all the temple in yishun..hahas
i know i'm crazy but i just wana luhhs! :P
passerby : hmphs, i dont people to care luhhs, care more bout yourself bahhs..haiyos
wad i do also dont need anybody to interfere....管好自己在管别人
& if you have guts to write it out here, why bother so much & write your name? scared issit?
or you jusy have the same probs as mi? lols
Friday, May 9, 2008
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7:15 AM
09.05.08
Posting again..so damn fuck-ed up lahhs!-,-
these few days lots of cb problem occuring & i'm gonna break down soon...drank almost one bottle of cough syrup to make myself get to sleep & ate some pills too..have to buy some more liaos..slept frm two plus till eight plus..
*sorry for the trouble that i've caused...& i'm very sorry D:
tomr going work luhhs, think trail only bahhs. meeting sweet-heart at eight in the morning so i'm going to sleep early luhhs. i still feel very drowsy so think will sleep like a pig. :/
*& dont force mi to do things i dont wan to! it's all fated, all ii can say ....
shall write till here luhhs!:D byeees & lovees!~
Thursday, May 8, 2008
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2:03 AM
Back to posting luhhs, lazy to post lahhs! :/
these few days also not in a very good mood lo, dunno why also-,-
no mood study & lots of stuffs...but i stil have my true friends there for mie lo:D
& i'm so sian today, reached home like an early birrd cos have to settle some things. i'm so damn dulan with all these things lahhs! he came & we talked talked talked, a while nia jiu go eat....see me eat nice arhs? zzz
get back home then some things happen again?! clear up the mess liaos jiu try to go slp lo....cant get to slp lahhs! 2.00 slp 2.10 wake up..speechless lahhs! So bored lo..went to watch tv...then chat with him lo....f* was slping then i use com......listen to songs to relieve myself...WASTED A DAY LAHHS!!!!!! Fck lo};
these few days alot shit things happen can??!! ii'm just showing sympathy cans?
i will do it if you force mi too, & ii mean it. Say it out loud cans?! la sup lahhs you!~
*biatch, pls have guts to say it out, too bad you dont have, that's all ii can say-,-
i know you love me but i cant love you,
i cant as i'm being loved too.
i worry for you as days goes by,
i hate this feeling though being loved.
my heart feels tangled & i'm confused,
i feel like breaking down,
but i'm not supposead to do the things you told me so.
it really hurts me alot,
i dont want anything to happen to you,
somehow not wanting to lose you.
i dont know what i'm up to.