Fuck, off.
Tired-ness,
Lynn Tay's.


Thursday, July 31, 2008 ,
8:07 AM
31 july

Hellos again! :) haas, just cameee home~! & i'm so damn tired...haas, just a few mins before the gate open:x Scary sia~! hahs, just now go study lur..machiam nvr study dao-,- WTH!? haas, thn used com blah blah...changed my friendster skin to paul frank, so buhbye elmo:)
finding a blogskin lur....seeing th same old skin realie bores! grrw....just now before coming home jiu slack awhile....drank nescafe again! these few days very gian coffee sia:x but still can sleep soundly lur....so no use=.= Laughs, thn aft that henry, hx & meow cameee..hahs, stupid meow~!
Teddy bear(me) : careful arhs, gate open later got cat come your house find you:x
Mr. Meow(leslie) : lols...my house got dog so cat cannot enter..careful later bear come eat you...
Lameeeeeee shit-ness! (: hmms, aft tht jiu go home liaos lur....dont wana see dirty things laas, :x
well.....today other thn gate open, also a brand new month! :) which means second month lur:)
haas, i love you~! :D happy second anniversary! <3


,
12:48 AM
31 july

hellos pepps! xD hahs, resting now luhs..hahs, i'm so tireeddd~!
haas, morning went to schl early in th morning jiu napha run-.-
position 21 nia?! :( so sad sia! :x haas, thn went bk to class geography..
thn recess......aft recess went back to class for science lesson....bored laa!
same experiment luhs....like shit! thn he kpkb...only wana go toilet nia also cannot?!
grrwww, thn jiu sleep luhs...i was god-damn tiredd laas! :x
thn aft science went back to class for english...lols...dictation thn do the comprehension
worksheet....thn aft that hell time! T-T
haas, contact time luhs...cher lectured whole class....say wad our class alot of late comers
blah blah blah.....zzz.....thn 2 cher let us go...knns~!
cause meeting peppo at np..thn jiu chiong cab go down...
thanks kor kor:D
got my letters thn walked him to the station.....thn aft that bused home...
now blog awhile thn jiu go out study liaos....hais~!
* 8 more hours~! (:
but i'm not happy at all.....i'm sorry


Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ,
9:18 PM
30 july

hellos! haas, now in lab having design & techh~! so bored laas, :x haas, lalalalas
i'm so bo liao cans?! nth to do so just post to kill my boredom! :)
hmms, schl's so damn super boring! urrgh, shittard! :D
it's alr wed luh! cant wait for saturday laas, hais~!
surfed the net...friendster blah blah blah~! XD
went to youtube to view some videos...haunted dolls~!=.=
kinda believe lur....strange feelings also....haas, :)
going back to class alr! buh byeeeeees~ ! (:
posting at night bahs, <3


Monday, July 28, 2008 ,
4:37 PM
♥ 29 july 2008

urrgh! wana kill myself for not posting for four days! let me recap bahs(:
sat went to meet boy:) actualie wanted to watch movie but too late! :(
hais, but we manage to go chong pang...thn did some errands
jiu walked to jiemin pri there...thn bought bbt slack & waited for tht richard=.=
he camee...thn chit chat awhile jiu go back northpoint...walked back to interchange..
thn went on separate ways thn...
Sun morning actualie movies dur..but i woke up late-,-
knns, was so angry laas, :x! so didnt watch & went to meet boy...
lols...nth much thns! .........
3 plus like that jiu prepare liaos...thn go meet raymond...thn jiu go funland
play luhs while waiting for richard...he was so late laas!
aft he camee was 5..send them to the control station & jiu left liaos..
thn went back to funland there...xingan & her friend pei me wait for bus:)
thn bused down to byran's house..thn we went out to eat....in the midst of eating..
he called....& kup:( wth....sad lahs! thn aft tht went back to byran's house use com..
i scared him like one siao like that!:x thn aft that he walked me back homeee!
thank luhs! :D
yesterday morning went to schl as per normal luhs..hmms, aft schl went home luhs..
waited for byran to finish his supp...thn go study..nvr study dao-.-
no mood to study...): hais~
idk laas, keep thinking bout tht scenerio sia! :(
zzz, thn go his house use com....awhile later jx came...thn we jiu went out..
wang also come down too. .jx take yan frm her....lols...they all smoke...
so i was far away frm them! lynn is a good girl & she dont smoke! (:
haas, thn aft that awhile later jiu went home liaos luhs..cant believe i still can slp
aft drinking 2 cans of coffee sia! :x
thn today nth much also...hmms, aft schl go 641 there eat blah blah blah....
thn 2.30 cai go back to schl..oral is 2 dur..knns~! victor tan dont wana let us take oral..
sua so we waited outside 2b there the pavement...zzz-.- chit chat blah blah....
so damn pissed off lur! urrgh, in the end nvr even test laas...so we sat there like retards~
thn bout 4 plus jiu leave liaos...dunros daddy pei me laas! so wuxim cans?! (:
haas, walked me to my house downstairs thn wait for me to finish bathing...
cause he's also waiting for his mummy...hahs, thn jiu downstairs play psp..chit chat..
he do hmwk...haas, byran called..said his slippers spoiled thn ask me pei him go 8 plus..
go there in the end also nvr buy dao, cause not nice dur.....zzz=.=
haas, aft that walk back to 6 plus....did some revision nia...which is not alot! :d
must realie study liaos luhs...hais~! but i just cant laas.......):
hmms, thn went back there he & his friends smoke...wth-.-
thn i jiu go home open door for kor kor...went back to 657...thn jiu slack slack around...
waiting for wang rui to come down........thn slack also lur....thn now home liaos..
cause i'm very tiredd~! haas, going to slp soon luhs! buhbye~!
*i miss you , badly;(


Friday, July 25, 2008 ,
8:50 AM
25 julyyy

hellos pepps! :D feel like posting luhs..hahs, just now meet bulaien & lionel luhs..
went t 641 buy waffle stick thn eat & slack at 638..meow came...byran & him chatting..
lionel & i jiu chit chat luhs...thn aft that went to 638 do homework:)
did maths & chinese.. had difficulty in my maths siol:x
new chapter...thn chit chat also lur...thn that cat jiu go home thn left byran & i..
lionel also went home to bathe..
bulaien dont wana ps me, so pei me wait for boy(:
haas, thn aft tht he camee & bodoh kia go meet his friend liaos..
went t boy's house to eat...
* cousins so cuteee! :D
nth much...thn aft awhile went home saw lionel..
zzz, they wana throw water bombs on peppo's gate-.-
lamee la, bodohs? how old liaos?
haas, thn i jiu wait awhile thn ride bicycle awhile..
saw meiying , xingan & soon hui..
hahs, thn went home....haas, meiying jx cutee la!
wave to me at the window(:
haas, now at homeeee resting luhs..
urrgh! im so tired!
wonder if boy wana come along tomr? (:
w ah yi luhs...orchard:D
shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hmms, daddy fighting over th com w me liaos...
shall write till here thns!
loveeees boy(:


Thursday, July 24, 2008 ,
11:20 PM
22,29,24,25 julyyyy

wow! dint know i havent been blogging ever since monday....
hmms, i was busy bahs..have been studying like
a mad girl! haas, these few days nth much also..meet up w mr. bulaien(:
was realie studying like mad..taught him maths :D
still can rmbr those formulas laas, :x
hmms, study until 11 plus lohs...thn morning still must go schl study-.-
tired sia~! later going study again! just nw stayed back awhile for
geography extra lesson:) haas, cleared some doubts alr :D
hmms, waiting until 5 yea? (:
i'm so tireedd~! urrgh, aft bathin will go out liaos , so i guess
i should write till here bahs(:
buh byeeeeees! <3


Monday, July 21, 2008 ,
4:10 PM
19,20,21 julyy

Oh hell yea! havent blog for th last 3 days liaos lur..lets recap...
hmms, sat morning meet up w cyril go songka...thn raymond also came...
we meet at 279 there luhs...lols!~
he wore red & we asked him to go "block" shopping....lols...
which is stealing peppo's clothes...wth?! haas, funny sia! :S
somemore got his size....northland dur pe shirt i think? o.o?
we there laughing like hell...zzz=.=
thn pearlin also came...haas, (:
went they sending off we jiu go liaos...idk wad the boys were up to?
stupidity all i can say...& i'm nt exactly making a big fuss out of it{:
haas, thn aft tht went to np pop cause he wana buy file to keep his stuffs...
haas, thn aft tht jiu went home...____________________________
___________________.
evening went to meet his hostel friend....richard-.-
*i dont feel good......bout him
& lols...! i feel like i was a dog cans?! knns, follow two girls....
from block 150 walk to 120..knns~!
in the end bo meet....ccb....
thn aft that pei tht guy go eat.....thn jiu went back...
i went home aft that..
*you went back to normal....speechless fool!
sunday nth much...mummy all went to east coast i jiu go meet cyril..
thn waited until 3 plus his friend called & asked him to meet at np..
so we jiu go off liaos luhs....
*kor kor, thanks! iloveyou{:
we reached earlier jiu go buy bbt!
thn aft he reached went to pop..
his friend wana buy things....lols~!
aft that he jiu left liaos luhs...hmms, thn i go my ah yi house(:
dj-max! help her max-ed her combo:P
haas, thn aft that went to woodlands pass groceries to sherlyn's
maid..on th way told her alot things...
& she's my only family member who understands..
everyone deserves a chance..yea=)
aft that jiu go ah ma house liaos..went back to np to collect cakeee:D
haaas, aft dinner celebrate granny's b'dae! (:
*happy birthday, ah ma! :)
monday went to schl...thn early dismissal...12.15 but i cant
leave...cause i need chua's consent..wth?!
so i jiu waited until 1.30 laas!~ :S
while waiting go find raymond lohs..haas,
thn jiu chit chat & stuffs..
actualie meeeting byran & co. dur..
sorry i bastard! :X
cause ah yi ask me go watch movie...red cliff
not bad sia! ;x
still a lil nt understand...but wna watch again! (:
thn aft that went home....paint xiao hui's hoouse..
haas, my beloved hamster! :p
thn aft that went to np ....buy stuffs..haas,
went home do some work..chatted on phone & jiu slp liaos lur(:
that's all bahs(:


Thursday, July 17, 2008 ,
11:17 PM
18 july

hellos! it's been ages since i've blogged! :x these few days dont have th chance to use the com & even if have also lazy lohs, :x these few days aft schl jiu go slack slack awhile lohs, thn ytd go see my precious...she look so pale:(
*even though your daddy passed away, he'll always be w you! & looking after you in heaven:)
cheer up my precious! (:
thn today morning meet meiying thn go schl liaos lohs...th stupid chua sai knns...gan me! i whre got loiter there sia?! pcb! come find trouble w me...nth much lohs....english lesson today lecture, lit test knns gt some things also, maths lesson cher also lecture, chinese dont need say cfm....cb chua....kpkb...grwww
thn gt chinese test today! did only for like 2 mins thn jiu slp liaos....ate med so i was drowsy...thn aft check the paper jiu go home...just nw go buy waffle to uomp & bbt .....thn go 637 find raymond & co. , aft tht jiu go home w meiying(:
actualie wana go eat tgthr dur, but i cant! :(
nw at home.....mayb going to rest...very tired cause i'm still sick!
urrgh! fooktards!


Sunday, July 13, 2008 ,
11:33 AM
12, 13 & july

huggggeeee burrrgeeerrrrrr!
fish , chicken course!

cheeeese fonndueeeee!~


hellos all! didnt blog for two days liaos..cause was enjoying myself 48 hours non-stop playing sia! :) sat morning woke up thn washed up jiu go aunt's house liaos...thn help out to prepare foofor BBQ lohs! :D thn aft tht go meet jx, pearlin they all...lols...thn jiu go liaos...nth much lohs...thn i jiu go find soon hui & ben...blah blah blah....thn bbq started liaos! :)
wahahahas! was fun laas! :)
eat & drink liquor! knns...seh luhs...wtf?! halfway also gt meet soon hui & ben..shun bian bring some food for them..hahs, i so wuxim! :x
thns also got go meet wee shinn they all....awhile cause of daddy-.-
thn aft tht jiu eat & play until like 11 plus..waiting for another ah yi to come...she brought cakee as surprise for my aunt....haas, & we played w cream laas! my face like all gt cream cans?! so dirty & sick cans! lols, bro so suey lohs....he siam let one small boy go thn the boy bicycle go clash w his...is like so STUPID de cans?! let him go he dont wan...thn in th end my bro fl & not him which is wierd...thn the small boy's head got a baluku...cb..those phillipines maid all cb laas......xia lan siao! knns~ realie feel like slapping her lj bin lahs! scold me lohs....i see my family there give face de lohs...pcb!~
thn aft tht the scold me dur tht "maid".....diao zui call husband come dwn wana eat my bro...daddy stand up he scared sia! haaas, funny lah! in the end sua...like tht also funny....
thn jiu go home wash up & rest~! (:

today morning woke up thn faster prepare ....10.30 left for cineleisure...went t ktv lohs...11 sang till 2...lunch provided for only like $10++.....aft tht jiu go heeren shopping....lol....went t tough & bought skinny jeans again! this time round much cheaper laas, $80 plus nia...all 3 aunts bought th sameeee...lols...thn nth much liaos...cousins all bought havainas.....thn 6 plus jiu go eat liaos...dine in at hip diner USA......it's nice & worth the $$ spent...$ 311++
ate cheese fondue & alot of things laas! haas, pictures will be posted lohs! :)
aft tht shopp awhile thn took neo.....haas, aft tht jiu go home liaos...thn just nw went out t slack awhile..thn raining jiu come back.....conferencing w wee shin they all........now is like 2 plus.....lols....writing till here bahsl...





Friday, July 11, 2008 ,
10:09 PM
10,11,12 julyy

hey peppo! :) haas, haven been posting for a damn long time lohs! cause i was busy w my rehearsal & stuffs...haas, thurs nth much..aft schl went back to rehearse as usual...haas, thx mr. guo qin ri for pei-ing me go take the stuffs! :)
thn friday is the actual day liaos luhs...didnt go to schl cause i was very sick...plus later still must perform...urrgh! dk how to perform like that luhs...haas, then at home prepare all these...chatted w friends...then evening like that....perm my hair all these....thn jiu go liaos...reached liaos jiu slack slack lohs..surrounded by those cute lil girls & boys laas, took many pictures though? pictures will be ported in friendster lohs:)
then ate dinner...was packet food luhs....zzz, nasi lemak...eat a few mouthfuls nia jiu throw away cause it taste awful! zzz, & wilfred is so damn cuteee cans?! he talk like a 20 yr old though he was only 10??!! haas, aft that jiu went to touch up all these...thn ong ah heng all these came liaos....thn jiu settle dwn in ava room....played w those kids...haas, childhood memories..like how i used to be whn i perform in the past....miss those times:x
then...finally...our turn luhs...aloy & i was so nervous tht we sang wrongly but was able to jiap laas, phew! haas, & ong ah heng & mdm moliah was like keep pointing at me...wth?! =.=
paiseh dur luhs...thn aft that jiu go back ava...thn rested awhile...chers all shaking hands w us...chit chat...blah blah....& aft that i jiu bring ming liang de mei mei & the friend home luhs...ming liang's mei mei is so cuteee! sweet girl laas! :) then meet w raymond...go 8 tou....zzz, wearing heels thn alr very pain liaos still have to walk...go 862 there slack...thn wei hao wana meet mi...chatted w him..he told me bout his things luhs...haas, nth much though....thn he lefted...i was so sian...thn i decided to go off first....cb raymond pangseh wo! -.-
thn think byran called...ask me wana meet them norts..thn i jiu say anything but must aft i go home changed & bathe...cause i wear until like so over-dressed?! haas, thn jiu went home bathe & go down liaos...lols...thn jiu slack slack go 4 plus...east park...they g....lols...i nvr...i only go petrol station....
*only some understand(:
thn jiu walk walk around....blah blah...thn went back to 6 plus..cb lohs...got one uncle keep bio bio bio..knns~! thn we jiu went back luhs...thn i jiu go home...they send me home....lols....cb byran-.-
haas, went home to slp luhs....nth much...thn later give letter to cyril's mummy.....thn go auntie house hep out...cause tonight got bbq....hmms, shall write till here thens! (:
loveeees, buh byyyyeeeees! <3


Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ,
8:18 AM
09.07.08

Posting for today yea! (:
morning woke up bathe & prepare..ccb..waiting for raymond & elaine come down...knns~! make me wait..ate breakfast...rest awhile jiu head to schl...waiting for a guan yu guy? o.o?
raymond wana find him laas, lame though-.-
then pei power ranger eat...sit at canteen chit chat...
aft tht go settle down in parade square...pcb laas! the floor so wet still ask us sit..chers no brains cans?! wtff....& i was making a big fuss out of it..totally spoiled my day! went back to class...chinese...then aft that english...lols...did some work though? recess...lols! nth much..aft recess science laas! knns~! stupid mr. neo.....did experiment..lucky got mr. bulaien acc me laas! (: thanks dude!
hmmms, then aft that music...& i ki hong cans?! was like screaming all the way...too high liaos:x
then aft music english.....lalals...did reflections & hmwk...knns!~ so diff laas, ut manage to do it on time...didnt do the entha thingy...was asked to stay back but i cant...cause i got rehearsal lahs...T.M.L ask me do extra work...wtff?!
chiong go back nlps...practice jiu go liaos...then went home bathe...go causeway buy heels...lols...not bad(:
hees, thn went to 6 plus slack...lols....paul frank(:
hoos, thn nth much...just reached home not long...
going to slp soon luhs...tomr full dress rehearsal..sians
gonna be a tired day luhs, :(
shall write till here! byeees! :D


Monday, July 7, 2008 ,
1:13 AM
6 & 7 july 2008

Hellos peppo! Haas, back to posting yea:) ytd whole day at home..sleep sleep until evening went to granny's house had dinner then aft that go meet raymond, soon hui they all luhs..then go there slack slack! haas, thanks raymond for the bbt & sorry i donated the rest to the si chuan earthquake! :x
haas, go there see them play luhs..saw jx with her company..she left then i jiu w soon hui they all luhs..then jeff, jeffrey & another raymond also came...lols! watched them play luhs...& soon hui so damn disgusting laas! zzz, public luhs! knns~!
hmms, aft that jiu go interchange luhs..bused down to 8 plus..they wana go eat at 848...lols! their lao de is ren shi dur luhs....zzz...sia dao seh! haas, then jiu go pasar malam walk walk...then aft that walk to 645 there...lols! another lao dur?! zzz, ah lai jiu jiu luhs! haas, he treat us drinks luhs...i so xia suey cans?! raymond & co. drank beer i drink green tea..haas, then over there chit chat , slack slack luhs..until like 12 plus i jiu go liaos...lols! they still there drinking laas...ah lai jiu jiu take two more bottles cans?! zzz, then today morning woke up....lols! house so quiet...alone at home..mei go tuition, kor go schl exam, daddy mummy working..hais~!
& my dress came liaos! so damn nice laas! haas, i'm so happy:) wahahahas! used com until victor called..asked me out to eat lunch w him..haas! :) so nice of him to jio me laahs!
then i jiu faster go bathe luhs..then called raymond out also:) hmms, then meet up w victor then jiu walked to 925 there eat laksa...aft that victor left liaos cause he got tuition later, so left raymond & i luhs..went to np walk walk...then nth much luhs..aft that jiu go home liaos...now using com again luhs! haas, i'm so bored! tomr schl liaos so fast:) also good luhs! :D
hmms, shall write till here thens! haas.


Saturday, July 5, 2008 ,
5:22 AM
05.07.08

hellos peppo! :D haas, my mood was running high today! too hyper liaos..mayb slept too much :x
LOLS!~ woke up 5 plus then bathe & prepare then jiu go meet auntie...she was waiting for me & so sorry uhs! :x haas, then trained down to boon lay there...ate hotcake w sausage again! haas, her mother told me to eat slowly then she go pick him at hostel..so i ate slowly..then waited at the control station..haas, her mother lied to him i didnt come..bodoh kia! :) then trained down to outram park...on the way chit chat...
* so stupid of you just cause of a dog then waste your homeleave, you bodohs! but he's worse! haas, :)
then reach cantonment jiu sat down wait....laalalalalalalas~
then they went in..i was waiting outside luhs! :D haas, listen to music then keep doze off laas! i was god-damnn tiredd! haas, then aft two hours plus they came out then jiu trained back to boon lay...then we sent him back luhs..auntie brought him in then i waited outside cause i'm not suppose to go in!-.- fk?!
then bused back to interchange luhs..haas, went to jurong point ate long john silver:) alot of people laas! aft eating jiu trained back to yishun liaos..haas, when home slept...until like 7 plus then mummy wake me up ask me t eat..no appetite...so ate a few mouthfuls jiu go sleep again! lols..just woke up not long...going to do hmwk laas, & do some revision also good:) haas, well, mayb going t ktv tomr or wad bahs..hmms, w sherlyn & aunts :D
oh they're so loved! <3
well, i shall write till here then!


Friday, July 4, 2008 ,
9:55 AM
3 & 4 july

posting for 3 & 4 julyy:)
03.07.06
woke up late..didnt slp realie well..zzz..didnt wear home clothes..alr so hot liaos luhs! first 2 periods pe..mr yong relief-ed us cause ng was absent..ran 2 rounds & timed myself..got first for girls! :) wahahas, go change..knns~ ribennnaaaa! fook sia! Then aft changing jiu faster go for chinese lesson liaos..if not he later kpkb...then huan zi again! tests? hmms, only got 6/12 which was like just passed? urrgh!? then geo...copy notes! :) recess....aft that jiu science..eww....its' that stupid mr. neoooooo-.-
that faggot? last period eng..then went up to hall...chers performing...nth much...so bored! then aft that meet aloy go back northland...had rehearsals going on thats why..gonna sing with him nxt wk luhs! & i'm so looking forward to it cans!!? haas , then aft rehearsing went back to cchy for choir? LAWL! the choir "alot" of ppl sia:x then on the way home saw soon hui & xiao fei:) they walked me home laas, so wu xim! :p
went home...bathe & ate..then used com luhs..ordered a dress online which is so damn nice laas! forty plus is worth it! :) haas, that's all for thursday(:
04.07.08
todayy, woke up late again! faster prepare then jiu went to schl liaos..slacked a while also..thn aft that went to schl..hmms, nth much also..had lessons all the way luhs..aft schl jiu faster chiong down amk liaos..desperately looking for maybank so i can transfer the $$ to the person...lols! need to get the dress asap cause i'm counting that dress for that night! :) haas, & total costs me like $72? heart pain laas! $30 comission fee-.-
Lols! the dress is on the way to my house! cant wait to see it cause it's godd-damn niceeee! haas,
cyril came out a while todayy...went to some counselling..& he msged me luhs..thn was like msging him all the way..did chat with him too laash! haas, botak head! :x thn thereaft jiu went back northland rehearsal again! thn a while nia jiu go home liaos..thn went home..slept a while..thn helpe mummy cook..then jiu go find cyril's mother go get letters ! (: haas, went to safra aft that...played bowling..& was making a big fuss..cause ummy keep scolding me for my postures!? urrgh! thought can play to relieve myself in the end like more stressed up cans?! haas, play a few rounds then jiu chatted with sherlyn...& was like shared alot of things w her luhs! :) aft slacking a while jiu went back bowling alley there....ask daddy qie w me pool...i solid he stripe i continuosly shot four balls in lahhs! was god - damn happy dur ! :) but in the end he won! :( haas, had a wonderful day today! thn tomr going to meet auntie early in the morning! (:


Wednesday, July 2, 2008 ,
2:01 AM
02.07.08

Posting for today..nth much also luhs..went to meet up w raymond & benedict..went to schl..mei waiting for me..ate luhs..then bell ring settled down..went back to class..chua sai again! URRGH! he was like collecting form...& said smth funny cans?! zzz, ppl say 'orh han zi' he special dur, 'orh huan zi'...making a mockery out of himself sia..haas...aft that was geo..ms lum:) wrote notes luhs..hahs, then recess luhs..aft recess d&t..mr see punished us...zzz...guys worse laas:x
went to the rm...cher explain to us the tools luhs...& then did wksheets...damn dulan...didnt bring my xiao bear with me..then must use those kinda of lan jiao pen=.= i was supper madd!~ then last two period was maths...mr chan...& i completely dont know wad he's teaching for god sake! ARRGH?? clueless....but thanks to mathew:) , i know a lil liaos uhs!
thanks alot mathew! :D
aft schl go meet raymond..zzz...they got some things to settle i think? nth much happen..then they go smoke...then i jiu go buy bbt! :) haas, so long laas, then jiu go 4 plus luhs...slack slack again..haas, knns~ they actualie ask me pei them go 8 plus there...but i dont wana..ben wana lvl up...-.- so i walked home...going to start my revision soon luhs! (:


Tuesday, July 1, 2008 ,
5:31 AM

today, 01.07.08, god cried for me..there wasnt tears rolling down my cheeks at all...& right now, i'm scared, alone;( morning was fine..went to meet up with raymond & benedict & mei..walked to schl cause that power ranger wana pang sai:x haas, waited for him..soon hui also came..then we jiu went to 630 ate..hate waton noodle...chit chat blah blah...aft that walked back to schl..went back to class...chua lesson...eng...then recess..went tt look for mr ong..this time round didnt talk much & thats all..aft recess my mood wasnt realie good..it realie wasnt..& then his mother asked me to call her aft schl..aft tt was science...was like so dulan..& started making a fuss..fucked that! it wasnt realie me back then..i wasnt myself*
then music...did nth though..aft that was eng...did some work..then aft schl..meeet up with aloysius cause was going back to northland...aft lunch when to practice singing liaos..will be having a concert next week..doing fine..aft that went home then called her..
bad news..aft hearing it i realie dont know wad to say..no one can understand me now..realie...i'm on the verge of dying...
* can i go back into time? can i?
if only i can, i will..
there's nth i can do now..i feel so damn fucked up! Like i'm so useless..& i dont have the mood to continue anymore..guess i shall write till here then..