Fuck, off.
Tired-ness,
Lynn Tay's.


Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ,
6:57 AM
♥ 25 February 2009

2 hours more to 26 Feb 2009 , 7 more hours to Baby's discharge. {: I'm so eager lar..Hmm, hope when he comes out he'll work hard and also do whats right and wrong ba. Ha, old enough to think. :/ Hmm, despite the fact that Common tests are over, im still brushing up some of the subjects and chapter so i wont have to rush for my mid-year. Well, i'm already thinking so far already and i hope to achieve better results ba. (: Just finish revising my Poa.. Late in the evening, went to take photos..Lol. Was just very frustrated and vexed and i dont know why...at that moment i thought i was at the climax and i dont know why i feel like crying out loud.. it may be those stuffs that i'm worrying about ba. And Twinny, i'm so sorry for venting my anger on you. :{ Hmm, saw Pearlin, Junxuan, Houjie at the shop too. {: Hmm, after collecting our photos, grab some bites and went home lur. Twinny and co. came back to my house to take their bags and left lur..after that i went to bathe and sleep...was very tired and i dont know why....Hai.
Wokeup only about nine before i started my Revision.
Well, making of I.C tomorrow. Finally, after all my life i'm a grown up lar. (: Hmm, gonna get it done in school tomorrow. Maybe having Cca tomorrow lur. ":/ Guess i shall end it here, bye bye.

{ A listening ear and a crying shoulder is what i need from this moment.


Saturday, February 21, 2009 ,
6:23 PM
♥ 22 February 2009

Sucha long time since i've post ever since Valentine's Day. Well, blogging for awhile before meeting Elaine for our study session. Past few days we've been studying. Very very exhausted already..by this happening around me .. And thanks alot to many people around me la ; like Felicia twinny, Elaine, Ck , and many more. Bye.
i feel so lost... i dont want anymore conflicts.


Saturday, February 14, 2009 ,
7:46 PM
♥ 15 February 2009











Ahh, what a morning ! {: Wokeup quite early today. Lol, which is not lar cause soon it'll be noon. Lol, Wana do a quick post about yesterday, which is Valentine's Day.
Okay, meetup with Elaine about 12? Lol, was dolling up that's why i was so late. Ha, my apologies! * Well, went to get my flowers,-,- Lol. then we went to the platform to meet Jeremy and Junjie. Train downto Yck, lol. Meet Hanwen & co. Lol, thereafter JingZhi came and then we train down to amk again? To have lunch ma. {: Had Mcds. Lol, after having our lunch, something funny happened lar. Which i thought later got problems coming up? Ha, a girl actually went into the gents and we were all laughing at her..haha, when she came out, she didnt even notice it lar. even though there are males inside the toilet. We were laughing our ass off can? Funny lur, i cant control those laughters of mine! :O Ha, the second time she went in again and came out noticing it. Wtf lar, such embarrassment! :/ Those few stupid, lame and childish guys wanted to play Dota so they pangseh elaine and i. Lol, we went to hub to walk around and play? Lol, Lame. X-zone. Ha, took neo-prints which i long never taken already? :? Was so pissed off that the guys were so long lar. Went to find them but was lost so we didnt wana carry on. I was thinking of leaving them to town but Hanwen called and asked us to wait. Wtf. Waited until they came and then went to his house. Lol, some bus-ed down and some ran to compete. Lamaoo! Lol, when walking to his house, some xialan guys, which i dont think they are actually aw in front of us lar. I was feeeling so ****-ed up that i wanted to slap them with my flats. The action of theirs puts me off lar -,- * When will you "gangsters" grow up? Get a life. Lol, celebrated Jerem's birthday under his block . Ha, the cake was like so melted already because of hours of delaying. :x Clear up the stuffs and went to pick ck and jingyi and his sisto up. Lol, went up to his house . LOl, his stupid executive? -,- Mine shall be a mansion :D Ha, Played with Wii lar and i had alot of fun meddling with it ! Ha, mario . :/ Lame abit. Evening about 7 then trained down towards marina bay. The cliques wana have dinner with Ck, jingyi and her sisto and so i alighted at Dhouby Ghaut , Ha, wanted to go sentosa. And i thought it was too late? :/ Ha, victorLai called and he told me to go Clarke Quay. I thought of going to The central so alighted at that stop. Ha, was walking around shopping for clothes lar. Lol, some of them were way beyond my expenditure. Ha, i cant overspent. :/ Lol, kinda fell in love with a dress...the price's reasonable but i just cant spend money lar. Gotta save for Taiwan. :{ $ 15.... plus? Lol, was on the phone with Victor asking him what to eat. Ha, decided not to eat cause i wasnt very hungry though. Ha, walked around and after that decided to go outside for a long long long walk. Ha, had Hokkaido ice cream lar and they are so yummy ! {: Ha, the scenery was damn nice and was like so crowded! Many people were over there can? Lol..walked to many places lar. Walked past come pubs and clubs lur. Omg lar, saw seeeeshaaa! {: Ha, Heh, people there were friendly can? Lol, funny thing was two angmoh ladies, walk up to me and said : " You're one lucky ' woman ' . " Lol, i was like why? And they told me that the flowers are the most beautiful among all the others they saw. Lol, i was like thank you? :/ I cant admit it's not nice though? ... Lol, for once i thought i was a grownup cause people used this term, Woman{: Haha. Walk around and saw many seafood lar. Ha, walked to Fullerton* Hotel, sorry for the wrong speelings if there is. :/ Ha, then walk all the way back lar. Wanted to walk all the way down to esplanade but Mommy was rushing me home cause i was alone, Lol. Ha, finally, train back to yishun. Lol, then bus back to home! {: Played card mahjong with my family and watched show with them . {: i'm so happy ba? Yesterday's overall was like fun and i dont feel alone yar? Maybe because yesterday i can hear many laughters, screams, and feel the excitement of the things around me and i feeel so loved by some friendly people who turn up to me greeting me , and i can seee many people enjoying themselves and finally get a sight of the night life of Singapore. Ha , i was happy, very.
Even though we didnt celebrate tgt, our hearts are still as one. {:


Thursday, February 12, 2009 ,
6:47 AM
♥ 12 February 2009

} The lonely Valentine

Hi humans, i'm back to posting yar? Hmm, dont wana elabo so much about the past few days so let's talk about today. well, went to school as per normal today..boring as ever. Lecture after lecture. Morning Mr. Oh spoke to us, then Chuaky, then Kenneth, Zarina, urgh! -,- Have been very bothered by somethings these few days and i'm already sad enough to go and think about it lur. Well, after school stayed back to help xingan with her Arithmatic then went to 641 to slack and chit chat. Hmm, until about 4 plus , we went home to get prepared to go amk. Lol, got to nap abit. wokeup and prepare then jiu went out lur. Meet them at Minitoons. Ha, They're like so crazy over the Big Big Bear {: Ha, there after we train down to amk. Lol, walked around doing nothing. Xingan then meet her friend, Jasmine. And she's oh so chio lar can :D I kept telling Twinny about it can? It's his cup of tea. (: Lol, i stepped on Twinny's shoe and the strap came off. Lol, brought her to mend it lar. I'm so sorry ! :/ Awhile later, twinny and xingan jiu cabbed home lur. I went to amk to walk around lur. Ha, saw so many couples, and people buying stuffs for their loved ones. Ha, after walking around, train back to yishun. Thought of walking back home so took the route from funland. While walking, thought alot...hmm...i dont know what should i do and whether i should ba? My mind's in a whirl...On the way back, i thought i was like a lost dog...feeling so lost..hai..hallelujah..not attending school tomorrow because of the stupid ipp thingy. Lol, just a kinda lame shyt lar. Valentines day coming in 2 days time. And hope all couples were to have the chance to celebrate together yar? {:

What i've learn today :
The History of Valentine's Day
Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day-- and its patron saint-- is shrounded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day , as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition.So, who was the Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rie? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were matyred.
One legend contends that Valentin was a priest who sewed during the third century in Rome. When the Emperor Clauduis II decided that single man made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men-- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decee, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.
Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been filled for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.
According to one legend, Valentine actually send the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it it believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl-- who may have been his jailor's daughter-- who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it it alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed " From your Valentine, " an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, herioc,and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.

Valentine Traditions
♥ Ancient Romans honoured the goddess Juno in February 14th. Juno was the Queen of the Romans Gods and Goddesses. The Romans also knew her as the Goddess of women and marriage. The following day, February 15th, began the feast of Lupercalia.
♥ In the middle Ages, young men and women drew names from a bowl to see who their valentines would be. They would wear these names on their sleeves for one week. To wear your heart on your sleeve now means that it is easy for other people to know how you are feeling.
♥ Some people used to believe that if a woman saw a robin flying overhead on Valentine's Day. it meant she would marry a sailor. If she saw a sparrow, she would marry a poor man and be very happy. If she saw a goldfinch, she would marry a millionaire.
♥ Some people said if you found a glove on the road on Valentine's Day, your future beloved will have the other missing glove.
♥ Some believed the first man's name you read in the paper or hear will be the name of the man you will marry.
♥ Pick a dandelion that has gone to seed, Take a deep breath and blow the seeds into the wind. Count the seed that remain on the stem, and that is the number of shildren you will have.
♥ Or, cut an apple in half and count how many seeds are inside, you can also tell how many children you will have.
Valentine Symbols
Cupid
Cupid was a mischievous, winged child, whose arrows would pierce the hearts of his victims causing them to fall deeply in love. In ancient Greece he was known as Eros, the young son of Aphrodite. To the Roman's he was a cupid, and his mother Venus.
Roses
Roses symbolize both peace and war, love and forgiveness.
White roses are for true love.
Red roses are for passion.
Yellow roses are for friendship.
Black roses mean farewell.


Sunday, February 8, 2009 ,
4:07 AM
♥ 08 Febuary 2009

Wello humans! . Just came back not long from ♥'s house. Quarrelled with him...hai...i dont know what else more to say? ..He's angry because of Mr. H? Wtf?! I just cant understand what's the problem..grrw..i'm feeling so Abcdefg now. I hate all these conflicts and they are like so unwanted?.. Everytime when he's going back which i'm feeling fucked up about. Outside like a jibye dont know what to do. And i hope after 2 weeks, soon soon li li.. Hai , i dont know what else more to do to help save this relationship..i'm sinking...deeper and deeper. And..i'm tired. So tired of being hurt again and again! ♥ , i really do hope you'll see this..it's not that you always give in..but it's that sometimes things that you did wrongly, you wont ever realise it . And i knew it..but i'll just kept quiet. I just let things past like flowing water. Somethings have to let go ..and we always have unwanted conflicts. Sometimes i really feel very insecure ...it's lacking of security. I do really hope things will change for the better ba. I think sometimes we should just give each other time.. time is the most important thing . Whatsmore is our hearts are still as one. No matter what , we'll be able to overcome obstacles. Since you want independent, go get it. I guess i need time. Urh, drop this. Guess V.Day's gone! Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck those stupid ,little ,lame ,fugling, conflicts. Oh, someone just kill me with a gun :O Hm, exams coming up so i guess i'll going on studying spree :D Bye you nahbeh jibye{S}.


Saturday, February 7, 2009 ,
6:40 AM
♥ 07 Febuary 2009

Febuary, and i've never been posting for long indeed..Ha, well..busy with many things i guess? Well...Chinese new Year ending soon..and i'm so sad;( Hmm, dint get to spent a bit of my Angpao money(s) because i'm saving for Taiwan . Hmm, gotta save for ♥'s after discharge and our Honeymoon. :/ Ha, cant wait for it though...Hmm, today went out with ♥. Lol, went to his house and only until 3 went out. Lol, to Novena? Went there to walk walk. Lol, was craving for Champagne Grapes but still...no stock. I'm waiting...:( Bought instant porridge and bacon chips instead? Lol, after that walked around to hunt for food. Lol....♥ wanted to eat Dim sum but hard to find lar....so late lur..He said next week Valentine we'll be having Dimsum lur :D Ha, Aito him. Hm, had fish & co. instead after much consideration between Jacks' Place? After that went to walk around again! So bored lar, walked about the same places. Hmm, after that went to his house...waited for him to bathe and pei-ed him awhile until i left. Lol, homed and only Daddy at home...Lol, and not long ago..he asked about Baby. Ha, asked me about him? Ha, cute lar Daddy.Tomorrow having steamboat at Baby's house. Well, he's coming over to my house about 9 so that i wont take my own sweet time. :D And i'm so tired lar :O Guess i'm turning in soon ! I'll post if i have time. Cant wait for Valentine's Day and at the same time, Common Tests are coming! Mug hard ah ! ~