Tired-ness,

Tuesday, July 1, 2008 ,

5:31 AM

today, 01.07.08, god cried for me..there wasnt tears rolling down my cheeks at all...& right now, i'm scared, alone;( morning was fine..went to meet up with raymond & benedict & mei..walked to schl cause that power ranger wana pang sai:x haas, waited for him..soon hui also came..then we jiu went to 630 ate..hate waton noodle...chit chat blah blah...aft that walked back to schl..went back to class...chua lesson...eng...then recess..went tt look for mr ong..this time round didnt talk much & thats all..aft recess my mood wasnt realie good..it realie wasnt..& then his mother asked me to call her aft schl..aft tt was science...was like so dulan..& started making a fuss..fucked that! it wasnt realie me back then..i wasnt myself*

then music...did nth though..aft that was eng...did some work..then aft schl..meeet up with aloysius cause was going back to northland...aft lunch when to practice singing liaos..will be having a concert next week..doing fine..aft that went home then called her..

bad news..aft hearing it i realie dont know wad to say..no one can understand me now..realie...i'm on the verge of dying...

* can i go back into time? can i?

if only i can, i will..

there's nth i can do now..i feel so damn fucked up! Like i'm so useless..& i dont have the mood to continue anymore..guess i shall write till here then..

Lynn Tay's. ♥
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