I'm very very very fucked up and utterly disappointed and disgusted by something. And right now i feel like going up to that person and slap him until he wakes up. Why am i so fucking worked up? I mean, i dont even wana care about him anymore. it'll just hurt me more. Why do i have to tear? It's just some tiny winny stuff. All these while...all that i have been bearing, you never know . You shoot like you dont know it'll hurt people. It hurts me to the core. And that slash to my heart can never be heal. I've beeen hurt many many times. He rather comment other people rather than me. What am i? A fucking transparent? I should have just heck care like how i always tell myself. Why should i care so much? It's no use. What's the use of it? It's a WASTE OF MY TIME BAR. i hate this word, sorry. WHY MUST THERE BE THIS WORD IN THE DICTIONARY...it'll just hurt people more. i'm use to it, every single little thing you do.. i wont care a least bit for you anymore. I'll never be bothered. I've had enough..enough is enough.