Wello humans! . Just came back not long from ♥'s house. Quarrelled with him...hai...i dont know what else more to say? ..He's angry because of Mr. H? Wtf?! I just cant understand what's the problem..grrw..i'm feeling so Abcdefg now. I hate all these conflicts and they are like so unwanted?.. Everytime when he's going back which i'm feeling fucked up about. Outside like a jibye dont know what to do. And i hope after 2 weeks, soon soon li li.. Hai , i dont know what else more to do to help save this relationship..i'm sinking...deeper and deeper. And..i'm tired. So tired of being hurt again and again! ♥ , i really do hope you'll see this..it's not that you always give in..but it's that sometimes things that you did wrongly, you wont ever realise it . And i knew it..but i'll just kept quiet. I just let things past like flowing water. Somethings have to let go ..and we always have unwanted conflicts. Sometimes i really feel very insecure ...it's lacking of security. I do really hope things will change for the better ba. I think sometimes we should just give each other time.. time is the most important thing . Whatsmore is our hearts are still as one. No matter what , we'll be able to overcome obstacles. Since you want independent, go get it. I guess i need time. Urh, drop this. Guess V.Day's gone! Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck those stupid ,little ,lame ,fugling, conflicts. Oh, someone just kill me with a gun :O Hm, exams coming up so i guess i'll going on studying spree :D Bye you nahbeh jibye{S}.