Lol, what the phuck!? Blogger is like shiat now. -,-
Im changing it to onsugar, will post the link soon. :D

Hello pepps! :D Long time since i've last blog. Hmm, many things happened . Things that i just fucking hate it. Relationship(s), School(s) and so many other things. Gahhhh, school sucked big time, serious , it's so damn boring and effing pack just because of the Fucking H1N1 thingy?.. And esp when SGporeans are so kiasu about it. Zzz, life is like that , when it's time to go , you will go. 10 weeks to Common test. It's high time to get serious. * But i just don't have the mood to study at this point of time, fuck it. Stressed up like fuck, fucked up like hell, sick and tired of quarrels, and cold wars . Just fucking hate it. The July's season is so not the study moment.*
Zz, quarrels again. Like fuck, everytime. And i just don't know why? I feel like a piece of shit right now. Thinking why everytime. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i just don't have the mood to blog about anything. But you know what :

Hello aye peeps! :D haha, im updating alright? (: Hols Hols Hols! Gahhh, im like so borring at homme? ;( Aww, stuck in the house and Mapling* everyday. -,-
I found myself kinda lame la, __. Maple everyday until so late at night and wake up late in the afternoon. Lol, Okaye. Other than mapling, did manage to go shopping, meetup with my friends, and stuffs like that. :P
And those people that made me happy this June hols are mainly : Fel Twin, Hanwen, Kang, Luff and B. Ty guys :D
Shopping with Fel lately , also tgt with Hanwen. Aha, Manage to have Sakae Buffet w these few lovely friends of mine la , including Kang [:
Oh yeah, Two days ago, i think? :x
Went to Pulau Ubin w my family. :D Yeah yeah, fun indeed . Aha, i like outdoor activities you see. B came along too . (: Double- Happiness lah! ~ Woke up v. early like 7 plus? Lol, prepared and get ready for ahyi to come and pick us up. Aha, ate heavy Breakfast then Daddy drove us to there. Lol, went to the nearest Hawker Centre to meet Susan & ah yi. (:
Then after that, Boat to Ubin ! :D Longlong time since i've been on a boat la, Lol. Like a few years back when i was in Primary 4 . Batam to ah yi's workplace and also seafood everynight. {:
Reached there, went in to book bicycles :D Lol, haven't even started cycling, my sweat's already flowing like water. =.= cycled for v. long and also walked abit (: Had alot of fun :D
Lol, saw wild boar also. Pictures will be posted soon ! Haha, he's named Jack. After that, boat back and had " changi" best nasi lemak. Lol, taste just like shit. Service is worst. -.-
Ytd, went shopping with Wen, then meet Fel and had lunch. {: Then we trained down to Batok to find Luff :D Coffee bean to chit chat awhile. Then jiu trained back home. [: Went for late night movies with b. Drag me to hell. Scary and scary. Lol, b was even more afraid than me luh ; -.-
Haha, Nooob.
Hai, these few days, other than outing with guys, spend lesser time with B le. Maybe because of those stupid quarrels. -.- Hate it. Even in Maple? And many things happened in Maple also. Guild stuffs and many things. What i hate all about is those quarrels. And i hope, B, really cherish this chance of his la. Given him alot, just hope for the better. ;[
Made new friends too, :D People like Luff, shirley, Wc, Zapp, and many more {:
Hai, i'll just pray hard that we will be alright. im reaching the climax. To tiredness, Doom.

Hello peppo! :D Haha, im back! Like so~~finally right? Lol, have been mapling w b ever since holidays started. Okay, i feel that im rather childish :X
Haha, spend much of my time in maple but also did went out to shopping, and stuffs. {:
Last week, went out w mummy, bro and sisto. Orchard:D LOl, spend 600?
That's much! :x Bought many things from Tough. I bought a limited ed tee. Lol, dont find it v. nice, but mummy kept forcing me to take it. -,- THe three of them each bought a pair of jeans. Haha . Went to many places la. Like Cineleisure, Takashimaya then dinner at Pepper Lunch jiu back home. Lol, the day after...... went out with Ah yi again! Haha, and we're like walking to those places i went the day before i was with mummy. Haha. Lol, this time round went out with Ah yi, sherlyn and sisto. We shop those few shops again! Lol, abit sian la. Wanted to go to the Gucci and Prada bazzaar. :{ but i did manage to go the the Fred Perry one with b. <3
Okay, im going back to maple already! ~ Those we are playing, please bl me la. Ign : Justdancex

Hello, i'm back.

Happy that my com revived! {: Special thanks to Uncle Ming Xian :D
Ha, finally laaa :D
Gotten back most of our scripts alr, and it's really h.o.p.e.l.e.s.s!
Not gonna broad over it anymore, nahhh!
Okay, i'm like so lonely and bored now -,-
Cereal went to KOTA TINGGI... i'm sad :(
And i wish to see him now, in the past 5 days is nothing, but now?...
I dont wish to see him either, and YOU should know....cyril aw.
These few days, many things happened. Between me and you.
I may be wrong and i admit, and you too.
I hope 3 days later when i see you it wont be like the past few days..
Praying hard.
Quarrels have been going on and on for so long alr....and think the both of us are tired alr..
01.06.08, our 2 year anniversary is coming in a few days time, but seriously,
i'm not looking forward to it.
Whether it's gonna last, i've no comments to it.
These few days, seriously i'm v.v.v.v. SAD :{
Because of many things you f****ing did, it really hurt me alot.
And feel fortunate that i didnt blow my top la, arse.
Hai, i just can't forget it. It's not a matter of forgive and forget, but it's those fucking things
you did. I wonder have it ever come acrossed your mind. And i H.A.T.E that i'm so soft-hearted.
I shouldnt be, i mean i MUST not. But i don't know why, to you. And i hate this kinda feeling. I HATE IT! Our relationship, drifting far apart.
Wonder if we will last, after what you did, i only can say you give me best but also worst.
Cyril, until now... i finally realised how much i don't understand you. Didn't believe you 'll be sucha person. I seriously cannot accept this fucking fact. THIS BLOW IS TOO FUCKING BIG TO ME. But to you, it's just like AN ANT. i wonder what more else will you do man?
And now, i've decided, to let go of everything and give you what you want. DO whatever shit you wana do and i won't care less. you inflicted all these pains to me, and you hurt me so damn fucking badly. I can even cry you a river.
THIS IS THE LAST TIME, LAST CHANCE I'M GIVING MYSELF,
I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I'M V.V.V.TIRED NOW,
ALL I WANT IS TO STAY AWAY FROM ALL THIS THINGS,
F.R.E.E.D.O.M

What is LOVE?
what exactly is it? I wonder....

I feel as if i dont exist in this world, i feel as though i'm a stranger from somewhere even i don't know., what am i? Do i have a status? Why must we have feelings? WHY? WHy must we always tear and cry for one another? WHy do Quarrels always occur? Why can't we just delete stuffs that we don't wana think or never come across our mind? Why do i not cherish life? Why do we love? Why do i always reflect?
I feel so fragile now, my heart, aching like never before. Tearing every single time i think of it. It's so fucking hard to forget unless that person were to pierce through your heart. This wound, it will never heal. Enough is enough.

F****ing tired! @#$%^*


BLEEDING LOVE,

Special thanks to those people who cared for me, i know you know {: Ilu peppo. <3

Guess this will be the last time i'm blogging and that's it. I have no time seriously. And to actually broad over those unhappy little things. Maybe right from the start i shouldn't have to ask Twin to help me create time and again! And also thanks to many other people lah{: Like xingans and Lover? Haha, Thank you people so much. Reason of ending this, simple. I havent got what i wanna see from day one. Maybe i'm not in that position to be the most important one bah? Wonder what ami ? Thanks to those daily readers who TAG before they go ; like Twin, Precious, Lover, ELaine, SHerlyn and many more (: You guys are such lovely peppo! ~ Aha, to think that i've waited so damn long....but it still didnt turn out to what i want. Many ups and downs...and they are all acumulated together. Hmm, maybe without blogs, i wont be so UNhappy. Because i really HATE to see what i SEE. It's annoying, fucking..But it dont matter at all. Because it's never here. Yah, it itself can say it too. Buh bye bloggg, bye all my beloved frieds, Precious,<3, Twin, xingan, elaine, Lover, YanDao and many more.